Love Hate Relationship with Mesh Clothes

I not sure what it is but I been kinda in a funk or sumthen this last week or so. Haven't really been in the mood to update the blog. Maybe part of it is a serious love hate relationship with mesh clothes. I dun have a standard size body, but even if I did I have found out that there are at least 50 versions of what the mesh creators consider to be standard size. I hate haven to change my shape for every piece of clothing. In once case I had to change my shape 3 times for the same creator. Really!!! WTH!!! I have a hard time buying clothes in RL cause of my non standard shape. I am not sooper tall an soo skinny I look like a walking dead (Rrrr arrrr) with next to no boobs, yet it seems that the makers of mesh think the same way as RL clothes makers. So why am I bitching bout this? I have a mesh body that is wow. to die for. Its beautiful, lush, the textures are rich an vibrant. The shape when attached to my normal shape is wow, curvy and bootiful. The issue is, this avi is a beta model. It was/is being given away (god it would suck if it was somehow copybotted form someone I don't know how to tell if it was, but I don't think it was) There is no method of putting on traditonal clothes layers like the tango appliers for thoise breasts. I am limited to mesh or prim clothes for right now. so thats what started alla this anguish. Thanks for reading I am now rambling on and on and on.

Loves you an I promise to begin to update more soon.